uncomfortable

the taste of your lips. the feel of your skin. the passion in your eyes.
awake and its gone.

not a dream..but a moment.
emptiness fills the void you left when the door shut.

I dont realize the emptiness growing and growing...but it is.
one name slips into my thoughts and i smile at the thought of his name.
with a short phone call..i feel a little better..but when his name gets clouded in other thoughts..the emptiness takes over.

i'm alone in a place where i know everyone..
that isnt right.

another name slips into my head and another. i'm intrigued by the thoughts and keep them in my head to try and fill the unknown emptiness.

but its overpowering..and before i know it..the door shuts, and my pain is throbbing.

i dont care about you..you dont care about me.

and then i realize.

i'm alone in a place where i know only names and faces..
i dont know you, and i havent tried.
but your the void filler for the moment..and maybe i'm doing this all wrong.

i'm sorry do i love you?
wait..do i know you..

your heart is caged by metal bars, and the keys is occupied.
theres no room, and i'm not offended..i'm just glad were on the same page.

i'm alone in a place where one nights all you need