Lost

I'm lost in your thoughts.

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your minds a fine tuned violin, streaming constant notes. random yet beautiful.
and my education, experience, knowledge...stand close to nothing compared to it.

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your eyes tell a story thats lost in the back of your brain, not even your body identifies.
But i'll follow the concern. fear. passion in your eyes till its gone.

promise.

.and when its gone..i'm gone.

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your actions. your personality. your beauty.

..lost with the insecurities of your thoughts.

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your faults. your beliefs. and your lusts.

...shine through your soul like moonshine.

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Great. Bad. love.

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concern. strategy. fear. and planning

swim through the notes of your violin like fish.

swimming in circles, taunting and winning without doubt..

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Your perfect. and your insecurities. faults. beliefs. make you that way.

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So smile when i call your name. and stretch your arms to the sun.

reelllaaxxx. and live your life.

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tune your violin to wherever you want it.

who says it has to be a certain note.

then play for me.

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play your notes for my open ears.. tell them the secrets you're scared to even think.

build bridges made of steel to where your mind wont be lost anymore.

find the thoughts you've needed, and put other thoughts in cages not to be found again.

this is your world.

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I'm building a castle. while you drink the sun.

carless and free .

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I'll watch you build the essentials. while i drink the moon..

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Lights radiating through both of us, subtle differences..but still light.

for eachother.

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Carfree and lost, in a world where being found isnt wanted.

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i'll swim through your out of tuned violin anyday..

cause the truth is

you swim through mine

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-Alex