love thats lost..and found

Love.

i'm not even sure this is a topic i should be speaking about. but its on my mind..

and this is my cleanse.

love is a bitch.

but some bitches are likeable..you know like that one person thats soo upsetting but everyone likes for some reason..thats what love is like.

^^some of the time^^

i cant say that love is always like that. because i personally love being in love. the thrill. the passion. the drive to be more fitting.

love changes people, for the better. and in some cases for the worse.

love can blind you from the path you had planned. it can make you think differently than before.

thats why you need to be very careful while falling in love.

i was in love. i was maddly in love once...and a feeling like that never goes away.try and try and try to forget me..i'll do the same.

love is a scary thing..especially your first time round the block..

i had an amazing first love..

it was increadible. i was free. and i wasnt careful.

it was the first time i was in love..how could something go wrong?

then the lies came out..both from him and myself..

neither of us were ready for what we were fealing, and neither of us knew how to handle it.

.WAIT FOR THE RIGHT TIME.

it was devestating to realize that we were too young for the fealings we had.

but that was our first step to maturity.

leaving was the second.

But now look at us. we've each grown to live our own lives working towards what we love. ..on oposite sides of the country...

i learned so so much from him..and i hope i left a lasting impression on him as well.

i learned that i can love.

that i can trust.

i can achieve my goals.

how to go for what i want in life.

the importance of honesty.

that i'm a person worth loving.

confidence.
how to care about someone.

romance..

and many other thingss.

i hope the second time around with love is better than the first..no matter who its with.

it could be with my first man..or someone else. but i'm going to know what i'm doing and be super careful.

respect me. i'll always respect you

try to trust me..i'll try to trust you.

&

love me and i'll love you.

everyone deserves to find love..it changes you as a person..and you find who you really are, and who you want to be.

if the time isnt right in your life, dont worry. the time will come, and when it does be ready..

love is dangerous...but love is always beautiful.

-Alex Brynn